Well it matters to me!!

Hope

2008-08-23T21:35:00.004+03:00

I saw a beam of light suddenly appeared .I wondered why only me can see it, is it because i am in the middle of a dream or i am waiting for something to see on the horizon.I kept asking myself, is that something really i should care, or what?
I ran over and over and discovered it was hope.

Hope which everybody keep searching for, however if they look deeply inside , they will find it so near.
They will find it in tomorrow, happiness they ever waited so long, in a child's smile, when the sun rises and in a new wish to live the life longer.

So, let your hope grow up and reach higher, you will never regret when you give yourself a second chance to succeed, to think differently, to change whatever you can change in your life and always keep yourself out of reach from disappointment, ignorance, depression, sadness....

Never give up your hope, grow up higher and higher
Never let it go, seek your hope till you fire

Your friendship

2008-08-13T23:47:00.001+03:00

You know what
I do not need you anymore
I do not need your frienship,
No mattar how close it is
No mattar how far you are

We were twins, you remember, when we share our thoughts
When we catch the meanings of life
When we could not seize the rain of beloved feelings

You know what, i miss you alot
It seems you died in your past thoughts
You still talking to your father!
Wake up my dear friend, he is died
You still imagine he is existed!
Wake up Wake up, live your own life

I know how is the feeling

When you lose your precious person in the world
However, you are going to lose me
Believe me when i said
This is the time to forget

You forever my dear friend
Am i worng with it?

No, i am right
If i keep asking about you
But you were an ignorant

If i have sent you many messeges
Without getting responses

If i keep thinking about you
But you do not even think about yourself

I will leave you alone my friend
See you on the other end

Good bye my friend !!!!

My Veil

2008-08-13T23:39:00.001+03:00

My Veil

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They keep blaming me

After wearing my hijab
I spent my night by saying in

Bewilderment and confusion

They Said, When you veil

The happiness betrayed you, come back like

a free cloud

But how how how can i take it off?
How can I removed

A veil of inherent

Some have become of me

i become a solemn

I will not be uncovered

Although over estrangement

My guide is my lord not the pretenders

But how how how can i take it off?

I received flowers Promises of a mentor

Oh my dear come back

To the felicity and happiness

My thoughts come and go

Sometimes after sometimes

I spent my night ask myself

If i removed the veil

But how how how can i take it off?

Who lives in the Hedaya

Gives up the temptation

Oh my Lord prove my heart

And erase my sins

Who wanted happiness

And surmount and leadership

Proceed Lord's law and extent to worship

But how how how can i take it off?

English translation by me and the original arabic nasheed by Ahmed abu Khater

Appreciation

2008-08-13T22:11:00.003+03:00

Appreciation !! what a nice word which everybody look for, in everywhere he goes to, in every place he is living in.He always seeks appreciation in people's eyes when he did something for them, but most of us when he could not find it, he would be a most desperate man in the world.

If i were you, i would not wait for "Thanks" word as a mean of appreciation, when i do something.
I just do it because i want to do it.I do it for myself, to know that i am the right person to do it.To feel my existence in this world, to see that i am above the influence, to dig deep into my soul.

As a piece of advice , always look for yourself, in your deep soul, in your conscious mind.

Finally, It really matter when you do not wait for appreciation.Always appreciate yourself by yourself.
It is the inner appreciation, which gives you a power of continuity, creativity and self-esteem.